September 26, 2009

Wherever I go..

The sun is nowhere found,
The blue sky is clear and aloft.
I hear some sound
Could it be my heart playing it’s melodies,
strikingly clear but soft?

I hear the birds chirping,
Wondered if they were searching,
for something or someone to preserve their youth
forever and keep them going.

They fly in the sky forgetting fear of heights.
I wish I could fly so high,
Touch the vastness of what we see at it’s amplified sight.
The blueness of the oceans is deep and gelid,
I feel like I am too little to even take a dip.

Feel too miniscule and unvalued,
And my heart begins to rip,
When you look at everyone but me.
And the place you forget to look at where,
I stand alone waiting for you on this forgotten front.

I want you here with me by the sea
while we take a walk,
If not then my heart will obtusely turn into a rock.
By the beach I’ll wait for the waves,
Until then I will only think about you
and will chant only your raves.

Though you may not know me much,
or may not consider in your life any of my role.
I know you a bit too much than I should have,
Now you are part of me, my life and my soul.

My attention suddenly is caught by the winds,
the windchimes click together.
As a mighty whiff takes over me while it swings.
It flaunts anger in agitation as it blows,
fresh breeze cleansed through and purified me
and from your thoughts I arose.

I feel like a child and nature’s my mother,
It continues to bestow love at me even though halfway through
I began to think about you while appreciating it.

My thoughts turn back to nature and it’s beauty,
I just got drifted away in your thoughts
while admiring the most beloved phenomenons
I feel guilty for forgetting it while it loved me to the core.
Although I felt and wrote about the sun and the sky
my heart was with you while my heart felt so high!
As I waited for you like a rock at the seashore.

Do you see the irony here?
I have you with me,
Wherever I go.
All my thoughts connect you with everything I do,
Be it while I sit at the study reading
or on a beautiful summer day
at the sea in my boat I row.
You will always be a part of me wherever I go.
Wherever I go..
-Richa Sud

Love you

I am still at this very moment,
However my heart leaps forward,
without my consent.

Tried to have my control over,
to prevent the tingles and shingles you got over me.
But failed every time I looked at you,
thought about you;
and the future we could share
from 'I' to us
and that it would someday come true.

I wish every moment you could be here,
near me,
It's impossible for you to realize the pain which I bear,
Every moment when I see you drift away from my side,
tears well up in my eyes.

If you would know what it was that I think,
I would never need to hide,
those blushes on my cheeks
and the volcanoes which you erupt in my heart
while you smile at me with that mischievous wink.

When I talk with you after several weeks,
feels like my life had been paused forever.
And now is running at it's maximum speed,
Oh listen! I hear something,
Can you hear it too?
Can you feel the vibes?
a violin faraway I suppose,
plays miraculously while new dreams are created in my eyes.

Let me fade away that loneliness and pain which you surround.
Though we are far apart,
we are connected for life with our hearts.
Whenever you want me with you,
close your eyes and think about our sweet little memories.
Doing this you will always keep me around.

Come here to me my love,
sending you this message through a lovely dove.
Heard that it brings two souls together,
I had to try it at least once,
to make sure,
the gods approved of our love;
and to keep this heart beating,
while I try to become stronger.
Will see you soon but until then,
your picture in my heart will be my precious gem.
-Richa Sud

June 10, 2009

Missing You

3rd June, 2009

Something is missing from my life and dreams,
I search for it endlessly in the lost realms.
Trapped in the invisible void my thoughts take me away,
Like a pagan I drift from every single way.
There’s no place to live the life I had dreamt.

Why did this happen when it felt right?
The await which lasted centuries was forgotten in a single fight.
All was lost and shattered in a blink,
This heartache wouldn’t take more than centuries to fade I think.
Just a little bit more than few thousand years geared,
Before I forget what it was that we shared.

I reminisce the faithful friendship which kept us tight,
After every heartrending night together we witnessed light.
Also I miss those heart warming talks,
While the sun set in the horizon during our autumn walks.

And time drifted while we were together through varying seasons,
Now when I think why everything changed,
A voice answers back, ‘not too many reasons’.

The feeling of compliance when you were near,
Is what I look for every single day as it passes by,
I search for that caressing shade while we napped under the trees
Now what am I left to do with those precious memories?
Thinking about those beautiful moments we shared with a sorrowful sigh.
-Richa Sud

Petrifying Passions

31st May, 2009

The feeling of overwhelm is what I felt looking at you,
Is this happening for sure? Is it all true?
I remember the days when we looked past each other,
Then I fail to understand how I developed this little bother.

When you look into my eyes I see it there,
truth, complacency and trust all in your care.
I have thought about this for long now;
thinking it would get over me somehow.
But alas! I stand still from days to months on this crossroad;
Struggling to understand what was it all about;
when you gifted me that precious rose.

Never felt it before; the spark the lust,
But now I experience this sudden rush.
During our talks; your sincere features lead me into a trance,
where I forget to think;
And then suddenly at times I realize,
that hours had passed by in just a blink.

It’s been time since I gave up on my childhood fairy tales;
As soon as I realized that in reality love at times fails.
But now the perplexed feeling is seeping in,
Maybe love isn’t really about your loss or win.
It’s just the way you feel for someone close to your heart.
Their touch could turn you into a bubble,
that carries you under the most beautiful illusion;
away from any colossal trouble.

I felt myself rise when I closed my eyes;
a thought about you held back my fear and cries.
Now I realize I have something very special for you;
more than just affection,
it’s more like addiction.
I crave for the time we could spend together,
forgetting this world and any other troubled cluster.

Last night I dreamt of an angel blessing me,
Thought she would have heard my prayers;
cus' I was out of words and out of wishes,
Didn’t want anything except your kisses.

I will wait for you as long as it would take,
Just make sure this heart doesn’t break.
This feeling is special I don’t think I could handle the pain,
After this long lasting period of await,
when I thought it was my first love during this beautiful rain.

-Richa Sud

May 24, 2009

Notions of Life

24th May, 2009

The world has lost its luminance with my growing age,
What has become of me with every little change?
I feel like a bee trapped in a colourful canopy.

It’s known to me that it’s all false,
Your love and all those fake calls.
It pains to think such could have been destiny,
I am distraught at present, and seek melancholy.

Days have passed and nights have died,
I wait at the window for the unknown.
I know there is something which is keeping me alive.
I know not why or how would I survive.

But so far I have managed to withhold.
All the urges and despair,
my tears have dried after all this while.

I do believe in the strength and wisdom,
that perseveres in one little corner deep in my heart,
The sacred corner I worship with all I have.
But just at times I feel the loss- and disregard my life.

Oh my soul! Let me live,
Let me live until I can stand no more,
Then you may take all the pain away,
cus that’s what you want.

I am ready to serve you,
once I have pleased my entity in this world.

May 10, 2009


I am Richa :)
Here I am about to start something new..I have passion towards poetry and would like to compile my collection here as life moves on..
Hopefully i will continue to update this blog and keep the petals together to form a beautiful flower..which can be looked at and smiled later on in life..

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